Goodness gracious, it’s been a crazy busy fun interesting exciting of a summer. I’m excited for fall/winter. I keep thinking things will slow down a bit but then I really think about it and realize… yea right. All good, I’m sort of loving the fast pace life. Work has been keeping me really busy. The weekdays are long and the weekends aren’t long enough. But anyway, I need to vent about something.. obviously.. or I wouldn’t really be writing a blog… 

Since I moved this summer, I’ve been supporting myself. 100%. And l like it. With that, I’ve gotten a “new found perspective” I guess you could say, where I’m really doing me. It sounds bratty but I do what I feel is best for me and I do what I want. All my life I’ve always put others before me. And for once, I’m putting myself first. I think it’s a combination of things I’ve gone through and just me growing up in my own way. Basically, my belief behind it is “If you aren’t going to lookout for yourself, who will?” I’ve heard the words “bitch” “f*cked up” “selfish” a couple times by now, and to be brutally honest I don’t give a f*ck. I figure that those who really know what I’m about and really care for me- get me. While I’m “doing me” of course family and close friends are right up there with my priorities. No question. The only real change with me is that I’ve put myself along side my priorities as well. Sounds funny, but really, I haven’t “put myself first” in… a very long time.. if ever!

I could ramble (don’t worry, I won’t) but I think I’ve written enough about that.

Anyway, camping next weekend! Me? Outdoors? Tents? Oy vey. Should be interesting but I’m up for it.. even though I really thought at first that we would be in cabins :(